I'm sorry. It starts to hurt, be it hurting people or myself. I need to be stronger to overcome.
To the people, I'm sorry.
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8/30/2007 02:38:00 AM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
I have given myself a title today,
Miss think too much.
Thats my forte, even my friends agree to it too.
Its not nice to have that cause thinking too much brings nothing but worries and making you feeling depress in the end.
Urgh. This is not a good quality to keep. I would like it removed.
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8/26/2007 11:07:00 PM
Thursday, August 23, 2007
I won't keep quiet if you talk to me. I'm a talkative person. =)
Thoughts on
8/23/2007 03:13:00 AM
Friday, August 17, 2007
Here are some photos:
=)
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8/17/2007 12:03:00 AM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Started studying today.
But took naps a few times today. The past two days was eventful. Had a chalet with my EXCO and also went to cheryl' house together with melvin, kenneth and yit jing for steamboat. Haha I realise I liked helping out in the kitchen, probably I have hidden talent for cooking? oops.
Was peeling squid skin together with hairul while kimo was chopping the chicken wings in preparation for tomorrow's bbq. That was during 3 am plus, fancy doing that at such a timing.
A note: when after peeling off the skin, remember to soak in lime water to get rid of the fishy smell.
The next day, the kitchen helpers increased, yew king and kamal joined in. We made breakfast, marinated chickens and cleaned the prawns.
Haha but of course thats not how I spend my chalet times. Took pictures with xiaowei, fazlinda, zaty, yani and weishan and the group. Watched 300, it is really a nice show, though gory with many bloodsheding scenes but whenever I watched it, I have this sense of bravery in me. Its rather upsetting when the king died, I liked him a lot. Had nice conversations with hairul, he is such a funny and cute guy, always never fail to make me laugh. Also, yew king too. Praises to mervyn, I feel safe sitting in the car he's driving. It was nice during the journey to yani's house and back to the chalet. The night was still and peaceful, while kimo tuned in to class 95 and mervyn turned the window down, the breeze, the music, its a really nice and tranquil feeling. How I hope that the ride could be longer. Oh and I slept during the chalet, its the first time.
The next destination, cheryl's house. Gosh, sitting in the bus from one destination to the end destination really makes your butt sore, haha. After reaching cheryl's house, have to prepare food again, this time for the steamboat. Praises to my dear, he is rather skillful in dealing with food. Melvin, did really nice looking and tasty jellies. So don't go and say that your jellies are ugly okay?
Had a feast, all of us ate till our heart content. Games came next, kenneth made us played a game which require us to stand and squat, legs were aching afterwards. As usual, we played china man again. A game which never fail to bring laughters and much drinking of plain water.
Took cab home, but it was worth it. Thanks cheryl for opening up your house for this gathering.
This could be the last gathering that I will have with all of them, after this semester, everyone will be going on separate ways, some going overseas while some goin for attachments.
I will miss them.
Btw, This song is nice too.
Gwen stefani - 4 in the morning
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8/15/2007 10:06:00 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
My current favourite R&B song. Somehow people with the name of Mario happen to sing nice R&B songs.
Mario - How do I breathe
How do I breathe How do I breathe mmm mmm.. Feels so different being here I'm so used to being next to you Life for me is not the same Theres no-one to talk to Don't know why I let it go too far Starting over it's so hard Seems like everywhere I try to go I keep thinking of you I just had a wakeup call Wishing that I never let you fall Baby your not to blame at all When i'm the one that pushed you away Baby if you knew I care You never would’ve went nowhere Girl I should have been right there
How do I breathe Without you here by my side How will I see when Your love brought me to the light Where do I go When your hearts where I lay my head When your not with me How do I breathe How do I breathe
Girl I'm losing my mind Yes I made a mistake Thought that you would be mine Guess the joke was on me I miss you so bad I cant sleep I wish I knew where you could be Another dude is replacing me Girl this cant be happening I just had a wakeup call Wishing that I never let you fall Baby your not to blame at all When i'm the one that pushed you away Baby if you knew I care You never would have went nowhere Girl I should have been right there
and I wonder How do I breathe Without you here by my side How will I see when Your love brought me to the light Where do I go When your hearts where I lay my head When your not with me How do I breathe How do I breathe
I cant get over you no Baby I dont wanna let go Girl you need to come home Back to me Cause girl you made it hard to breathe When your not with me
Tell me How do I breathe Without you here by my side How will I see When Your love brought me to the light Where do I go When your hearts where I laid my head When your not with me How do I breathe How do I breathe
Tell me How do I breathe Without you here by my side How will I see When Your love brought me to the light Where do I go When your hearts where I laid my head When your not with me How do I breathe How do I breathe
Here is the music video:
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8/10/2007 01:25:00 AM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
EAIPJ is finally over. But yet I don't feel the sense of accomplishment. Though I don't wish to say this, but our group seems quite screwed.
To my fellow group members,
We have tried our best. Good job everyone. =)
Tired, really tired, sometimes I'm really sick of doing projects, the workloads just never seems to stop increasing. The process in having to pull up the overall grades are definitely not easy. If you want your grades to be pulled up you have to make it a point to get good grades for all modules. This requires immense hard work and effort.
Future lies within a simple judgment by grades in school. Those who score well will get the privileged and credit. No doubt grades are important, but I felt that its a rather superficial way of judging a person. Not everyone can excel in studies, talents can be possess in other aspects.
It is week 17 now, the semester is finally coming to an end. Though I have always wanted this semester to quickly end because when it reach this point it means that projects are coming to an end. I should feel happy, relieved. But yet the stress level stays.
Throughout my 3 years in NYP, it has been eventful. I made good friends there and some that holds a certain special placing in me. After the end of this semester, everyone will be split off to either doing their attachment or final year projects. There are also some that will be going to overseas to do on their attachments and final year projects as well. With the different schedules appointed, it will be difficult to meet up in future.
I guess I will be seeing lesser of people when the next school term opens.
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8/09/2007 12:00:00 AM
Learning the principles
Being understanding and learn to understand others
Compromising and not being stubborn
Achieving goals and targets
Acceptance
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Name: Jessica
Nickname: Potato pig, Miss piggy, Hairband
Age: 18+
Birthday: 28th November 1988
Nanyang Polytechnic Business Informatics
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